Beneath Your Beauty Page 3
I put my hands on my face and nodded. This I could do. He wouldn’t be able to see the mortification written all over it. Deep inside my brain, I knew he was being nice to a certain extent. He wanted to get to know me before we had sex. It sort of didn’t make me feel as cheap.
“Good.” His voice was low and deep. “Has it been a long time since you’ve had sex?”
I nodded.
“A year?”
I shook my head.
“Two?”
I shook my head.
His voice took on an impatient tone. “Three?”
I shook my head, and a humiliating tremble plagued my body.
“Fuck, how long?” he grumbled as if he were mad at me for not having sex in so long.
I quietly answered, “Nine.”
“Nine years!” Steele’s loud voice boomed off the walls.
I nodded.
The room sat silent for too long. If it wasn’t for his hand now gripping my knee, I would have thought he’d left.
He cleared his throat and calmly whispered, “Okay.”
I nodded.
He chuckled and squeezed my knee. “It wasn’t a question, sweetheart.”
The sound of his rough voice calling me sweetheart provoked a smile from me. My body relaxed a little more while my hands still covered my face.
He continued to question me, “Why are you doing this?”
I shrugged my shoulders. “I have to.”
Emotions surged to the surface. I wasn’t anywhere near ready to tell anyone why I had to do this. I felt shameful for the reason and for doing it. A slight burn started in my nose as tears formed behind my eyes.
“Baby, you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to,” Steele said sympathetically.
From his gentle voice and his endearments, a tear slipped from behind my closed lid, and a low sob escaped from my lungs. “I have to,” I whispered.
Steele didn’t say anything. He just enclosed his strong arms around me, holding me, and I let him.
It felt good to have someone hold me for a change. I was always holding everyone, making sure they were okay. Like when my sister had passed away from a drug overdose, I’d held my parents and my nephews. When my dad had passed away, I’d held my mom and my nephews. I was always doing the holding, never being held.
“I’m going to give you a second to be alone. I’ll be on set when you’re ready,” Steele whispered into my hair before he let me go.
I nodded.
The door closed, and I finally took my hands from my face. Blinking my eyes to adjust to the light in the room, the same walls mocked me with its calming blue. I didn’t know how I was going to look him in his eyes after my mini meltdown.
The door quickly swung open as I was beginning to rise from the couch.
Steele poked his head in and blurted out rapidly, “What’s your name?”
“Kayden,” I unintentionally answered. My hand came up and slapped over my big mouth.
His lips curved into a sexy side smile, and he nodded his head. “I like it.” Then, he was gone again.
Stupid freaking mouth.
Steele
“This is my scene, Rico. Got it?” I rumbled at a confused Rico.
After spending some time alone with Summer—or I should say, Kayden—I realized she really didn’t want to be here. Some new women might give that vibe with the poor-me appearance, and then when alone with them or when starting the scene, their wild sides would slide out. But that wasn’t Kayden. She was here for a reason. I didn’t know what it was, but I wanted to find out.
Never had a female intrigued me to the point she had. Kayden was one hundred percent different from any female I’d come across. I hadn’t dated much. Fucking on occasion was more my style.
Fuck, I like the way her name tastes in my mouth. I’m sure it’s almost as good as she will taste.
When the tears had spilled through her fingers, an overwhelming feeling of protection and possibly possessiveness had come barreling over me.
Rico put his hands up. “Got it. Calm down, man.”
“We’ll do a few photos and then right into the scene, if that’s okay with Ka—Summer.”
Shit!
Her name was begging to fall from my mouth every chance it got. Rico hadn’t caught on to my faltering.
I continued, “If you want, you can take a few still shots during the scene, but the possibility of us stopping at all is pretty fuckin’ slim.”
“Steele, I—” Rico started to say and then stopped himself as Kayden walked through the door. “Okay,” Rico finished. His unhappiness with the way things were turning out was written all over his face.
“I’m ready,” Kayden declared doubtfully when she approached us.
I smiled at her. My pussy ass just couldn’t help it. Lacing my fingers through hers, I walked her over to the chair sitting below the window. “We’re going to start off with some still shots, okay?”
Kayden’s eyes wandered around the room. Everyone was quiet and watching us for the go-ahead. Having to walk Kayden through what was about to happen was definitely not what I was used to, but I was going to make this as easy as I could for her.
“Sure,” she replied, shyly.
I sat in the chair. “Sit on my lap, facing away from me.”
Kayden did as I’d said. Without further direction, I placed both of her legs over each one of my thighs, so she was straddling me. Her hands automatically went to the bottom of her robe. She pulled it together, so she wasn’t exposing herself. The feel of her soft, plump ass against my cock had it rising in record time.
“Lay your head back on my shoulder,” I whispered.
As she did so, her cinnamon-pumpkin scent invaded my nostrils, sending my head into a Kayden fog. Her hands clutched the arms of the chair.
I kissed the shell of her ear. “Close your eyes, Princess.”
She inhaled as my hands started roaming the front of her silk-covered body. The clicking of a camera was the only sound in the room. My right hand moved to the V of her robe, resting on her chest. My fingers lifted the fabric off her smooth skin, and I delved my hand inside to cup her warm left breast.
Perfect…
Kayden hissed in a breath and held it, her body tensing under my touch. It was not at all what I wanted to happen. The snapping of the camera continued.
Quietly, so no one else could hear, I said into her ear, “Relax, baby. I got you. Just keep your eyes closed.”
She gently bobbed her head. My left hand gradually worked its way down her flat stomach. When I landed between her legs, Kayden released a pent-up breath of air. I moved the fabric with my fingers, but I didn’t open her robe enough for the cameraman to see.
I need to touch her.
Fuck, I need to touch her all over. The want I have for this woman is mind-blowing.
While I kissed her shoulder, my fingers slipped inside her robe, only to find her slick heat. “So fuckin’ wet,” I whispered against her sweet neck.
Kayden whimpered as I started to draw lazy circles around her clit. The intense shiver I’d felt from her first touch this morning was now turning into a full-fledged powerful tremor.
Patty, a friend of mine, had said it would happen one day. I would meet someone who would turn me upside down. I’d blown it off, never believing it would happen to me.
But, here I was, and I believed I’d met my match.
Kayden
A flickering sparkle of light formed behind my closed eyes as Steele’s fingers continued to fondle my intimate parts. His hot breath on my neck along with the lust-filled deep rumble of his rough voice made me putty in his hands, and I was ready for him to mold me however he deemed fit.
It hadn’t hit me how long nine years was to go without any male contact until Steele’s hands caressed my body.
It was heaven.
Steele’s tongue ran up my neck and stopped at my ear. “I want you to turn around, but don’t open your eyes, okay?”
Moving around in these shoes with my eyes closed, I was afraid I would fall face-first, so I turned ever so gradually. Steele’s hands on my waist guided me, and before I knew it, I was straddling him.
Whoa! When the hell did he take his shorts off?
A gasp escaped my lips when he cupped my ass, pulling me flush against his rigid, long length.
Steele’s hands ran soothingly up and down my back as he whispered, “Damn, baby, your pussy is hot as hell.”
“Mmhmm,” I mumbled, hiding my face in his neck.
I adjusted myself, and the friction from the movement triggered a moan from behind my closed mouth. He burrowed his head into the crook of my neck. After inhaling, he let out a primal-sounding groan. I moaned again, and I didn’t stop as he started rotating his hips, producing a delicious sensation while his erection glided across my clit.
Between kissing and sucking on my neck and shoulder, he muttered, “God, you feel so fuckin’ good.”
I didn’t know if his words were the truth or if he was just trying to give me the confidence I needed. Either way, it was working. He continued gyrating his hips, and I pressed myself firmly down, causing more contact. The tingling awareness started at my toes and began climbing its way up my legs. My head became fuzzy, and I knew it would be just a matter of minutes, possibly seconds, before my orgasm made its appearance.
I clenched all the muscles in my body and concentrated on horrid thoughts I had suddenly produced in my mind. The last thing I wanted to do was release my orgasm so soon. We couldn’t have been any more than fifteen minutes into the scene, and I was ready to explode.
I could vaguely hear the camera clicking along with quiet voices talking in the background.
But the only thing I heard clear as day was Steele’s voice speaking softly in my ear, “You okay?”
“Yes,” I answered softly.
Our bodies continued to move together in perfect rhythm. His arm wrapped around my waist as his hand came up to tangle into my fake blonde hair.
“No, you’re not. Your body is stiff,” he called me out on my lie.
The tingling ascended up my legs and landed straight at my core. My head was ready to burst from the hazy orgasm cloud I was holding back and the horrid pictures I was also trying to center on. My poor brain was confused.
I lifted my head a touch until my mouth was aligned with Steele’s ear. “I’m going to come,” I whispered, embarrassed.
Steele growled, “Fuck, woman. You’re killing me.”
I didn’t know how to take his admission. Is it because I’m ready to release so soon into the scene? Or because he had me so worked up and on the cusp of letting go?
His hand in my hair tightened, and he tugged. My head came up, and my eyes opened. I stared into the dark hunger bursting from his blue eyes.
His voice strained as he demanded, “Come on me, Kayden—now.”
That was all it took to send all the unpleasant views out of my head. My mind filled with nothing but the image of the gorgeous man beneath me, commanding me to come on him. His hips jerked up hard, twice, and I kept my eyes glued on him as he did the same.
“Oh God,” I moaned as the powerful force took over my body.
Steele grunted, “Fuck yeah.”
Then, his hand in my hair tightened even more, producing tiny pins of pain to radiate through my head. The wave of my orgasm increased to a level I’d never experienced. I now knew what the saying, A fine line between pleasure and pain, was all about.
Goddamn.
It was amazing.
His mouth molded to mine, swallowing my moans of ecstasy and silencing his groans. Steele’s tongue challenged mine, searching and caressing every inch, and I submitted.
It was the best orgasm and kiss all at once.
Absolute perfection.
Steele
With Kayden’s mouth still fused with mine, I rose. Her legs wrapped around me, and I carried her three steps to the bed. Gently laying her down, I begrudgingly let her enjoyable mouth go. Her eyes began to travel the room. Her half-lidded eyes, hazy from her orgasm, turned quickly into panicked ones. She took in the people wandering around, along with the three camera operators surrounding the bed, never taking their lenses away from us. Bobby had faded to the background, changing the lens on his still-shot camera. I felt Kayden’s body freeze, and her legs fell from my waist.
“Eyes.” My voice deeply roared through the room.
I had more eyes on me than I’d wanted. The only ones I needed at that moment were Kayden’s. As her chest rose and fell with rapid breaths, her anxiety-stricken wide eyes looked straight at me.
I pointed my finger at her. “You look only at me,” I ended with my finger pointing at myself.
She nodded.
I needed to bring her back to where we had been. All her attention needed to be only focused on what she was feeling. I put half my weight on her, and I seized her mouth, kissing the fear right out of her. When her lips started to move with mine, her body became lax again. My hand journeyed down her figure and ended at the double-knotted tie on her robe. I pulled at it, and her mouth stopped moving.
My teeth bit slightly into her full bottom lip. “Don’t,” I said firmly around it.
The knot came undone, and my hand slowly stroked her stomach and her side, feeling all the glorious curves on this stunning woman. She let out a soft whimper as my hand cupped her full ass cheek. I kissed and nibbled her jawline.
Arriving at her ear, I told her, “Close your eyes.”
My tongue continued a path down her chest where I captured her robe with my teeth and pulled at it. Before she could protest or tense, I took her erect nipple into my mouth and sucked hard. She squirmed underneath me, and her leg came up and wrapped around my waist. Her other leg fell open, and she began to grind her soaked pussy on my rock-hard cock. I bit her nipple before letting go.
“Ah…” she whimpered.
Kissing and nibbling every inch of her delectable body, I worked my way toward my destination. Kayden’s leg relaxed, moving with my body, and when I arrived, her leg was draped over my shoulder.
I stared at the gorgeous wet pussy I was about to feast on. “Fuckin’ beautiful,” I announced.
I ran my tongue from her opening to her clit. A shudder shook Kayden’s body when I took her in my mouth and sucked.
“Yes…” she breathed out as her hands tangled in my hair.
Rico’s distant voice was quietly calling my name, but I ignored him. On his third call, my head came up, and I glared at him with narrowed eyes. He started to talk, but I shook my head. He stopped, and I went back to pleasuring the exquisite woman before me.
I drove my tongue as far in as possible, letting her juices flow freely into my mouth. She graced my hair with a pull, only egging me on even more. Not many women knew it, but that drove me fuckin’ wild. I loved eating a woman out as she tugged at my hair.
Oh, fuck yeah.
The only problem with Kayden doing it was that I’d almost fuckin’ come on the white satin sheets.
What the hell was that about?
I was a goddamn porn star. We didn’t come quickly—or at least, I didn’t. We’d trained our bodies not to. Furthermore, mine had been trained to fuckin’ perfection in that department.
Damn, this woman. Fuck…
My tongue flicked at the inside of her soaking wet pussy. I splayed my hand on her lower belly, and I grazed my thumb across her clit.
Kayden’s hips came off the bed. “Oh God, Steele…” she whined, digging her fingers into my scalp.
That was it. I needed her to come in my mouth.
Rule number one in my dos and don’ts of porn was that I never let a girl come in my mouth. I didn’t know why. I just never let them. That might make me strange or fucked-up, but I found it to be a very intimate act. Tasting all of her, everything she had to give, I considered it to be
a gift.
Kayden was about a second away from coming in my mouth, and I was ready to take that gift and rip it the fuck open, so I could taste all of her. My cock pulsed and twitched at the thought. At this point, I usually had to keep jerking myself to stay hard. Today, I was afraid to look at my cock—let alone, touch it. My dick was about to friggin’ explode all on its own.
I grunted into Kayden’s wet core and sucked at her opening. I was getting light-headed from the flavor of her. Her leg on my back twitched, and her belly beneath my spread fingers constricted.
Her husky tone called my name, “Steele…”
Then her hands yanked my hair even harder, driving me insane. I was then delighted when a gush of her juices pouring into my wanting mouth, and I drank everything she had to offer me.
Goddamn fuckin’ bliss.
This scene was not running like my norm. I was running on a play-by-play in my head—or I should say, my cock.
After I sucked her dry, I began to kiss my way up her satiated body. Stopping for only a second, I licked one of her nipples. When my face was over hers, she opened her eyes. She fuckin’ smiled at me, and I grinned back.
“Hey, beautiful.”
“Hey,” she mumbled.
I needed to make sure she was okay. “You all right?”
“More than all right.” She beamed.
Just what I wanted to hear.
“You ready for my cock?”
She didn’t even skip a beat. “Yes.”
Those eyes never left mine as I centered my painfully rigid dick at her entrance. I kissed her tenderly, and my tongue entered her at the same time as I eased into her tight body. My cock sang a song as I penetrated the convulsing channel it had been begging to submerge into. The kiss was filled with passion I didn’t even know I had.
When working, the kisses I was used to usually involved a couple of flicks of our tongues as words or moans were being thrown around. Never had I recalled kissing a woman this affectionately. I was sure at one point I had, but it must not have been too memorable.
“Mmm….” Kayden whined when I settled myself entirely in her.
I pulled back slightly, not letting my lips leave hers, as I muttered, “Okay?”